Tuesday, March 4, 2014

I need some advice!

Well my boyfriend who been with for 4 years left me last night,
also started to cut again and almost cut on my vein but missed by a cm.............
so I guess im  okay........but who knows........im never going to be okay any more...
I lost my lover, I got thrown in jail last month and almost got killed by my crazy ex boyfriend last month too...............and no one wont even bother to help me or even talk to me to help with my depression......   I don't know what to do any more.....I want to get help...but no one wont help me an seems like my depression is getting worse since my dad almost died around Dec, from a fatal illness! now is in rehab getting better......but I don't know if I can hold on to my life any more.....im scared and alone........I need some advice!